giveing up...
Journal Entry:
Tue May 19, 2009, 7:51 PM
well... i dont know what to say..... i honestly just dont.... my life is going down hill ever sence saterday , did i do the right thing? will i be happy in the end? Am i even happy now? I just dont know what to say .... some one really close to me... i now see him difrently...I miss they way things were.... i kinda just wish i never came upon this fucken site.... then i would have never been forced into a situation on witch i could not awnser with out bringing tears! So how am i sapose to know what to do? Who to pleas? How to act.... What to say? I just dont know any more...I cant pick what to say....
I just dont know...
I just dont know what to do any more.......
If i die would every one finally be happy.....
I just cant handle the stress any more....
If i just up and vanish...
You know why....
well now i am cutting myself off talk to you later
- Mood:
Content - Listening to: cherish
- Reading: The words i type!
- Watching: a flash made by a person on my cell it is now
- Playing: the waiting game
- Eating: nothing!!! i iz hungery but luch is a hour away!
- Drinking: .....DONT MENTION DRINKING STUFF!!!!!
Devious Comments
Be strong bun, listen to your heart in junction with your brain, but some things should be put above others.
If they truly love you they will respect any decision you make and wont go threatening to do something stupid other it.
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"In a world of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act." -George Orwell
"The United States is a nation of laws: badly written and randomly enforced" - Frank Zappa
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that might cheer you up, or make you cry, depending on how you look at life... SO YOU BETTER LOOK AT LIFE GOOD, YOU PERSON YOU.....
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I refute it, thus!
also, as tim has stated you have promised a lot of people that you will refrain from hurting yourself! so please don't, and look on the brighter side of life.
i'm sorry i got you sick
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Creativity of a snail.
I'm here for you, alright? Give me a call sometime...I'm really worried. I do apologize I couldn't get to you earlier...I was out of range with the interwebs. TT^TT
I do hope you feel better...tell me about it all, and I'll help you in every which way I can, okay?
Love,
Aly
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when facing reality only true ppl cane face it the scared only hide.. what are you? a hero to your self or a failiur to the world?
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sorry vincent Can't appear on this signature he was molled by fangirls... *beeep*
[link] ok faerce rawr! lol [link]
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