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giveing up...

Journal Entry: Tue May 19, 2009, 7:51 PM
well... i dont know what to say..... i honestly just dont.... my life is going down hill ever sence saterday , did i do the right thing? will i be happy in the end? Am i even happy now? I just dont know what to say .... some one really close to me... i now see him difrently...I miss they way things were.... i kinda just wish i never came upon this fucken site.... then i would have never been forced into a situation on witch i could not awnser with out bringing tears! So how am i sapose to know what to do? Who to pleas? How to act.... What to say? I just dont know any more...I cant pick what to say....

I just dont know...

I just dont know what to do any more.......

If i die would every one finally be happy.....

I just cant handle the stress any more....

If i just up and vanish...

You know why....

well now i am cutting myself off talk to you later
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: cherish
  • Reading: The words i type!
  • Watching: a flash made by a person on my cell it is now
  • Playing: the waiting game
  • Eating: nothing!!! i iz hungery but luch is a hour away!
  • Drinking: .....DONT MENTION DRINKING STUFF!!!!!

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:iconfangkingagito1:
Bun, I know exactly what you are going through. It is difficult, you feel as if you are being torn one way and then the other. It's hard to think about other things, you miss how things were and you'll miss them how they are with the other. In the end you need to pick who will make you happy. Who is the one who is Always there to pick you up when you fall, care for you and always listen. Who is the one that you care for above yourself, who will be able to protect you in more ways than one. :hug: I'm here as best as I can be for all of you. You must not give up because no one will be happy if you die. Dying brings upon more sadness and heartache if you do, you'll just tear them apart. . .

Be strong bun, listen to your heart in junction with your brain, but some things should be put above others.

If they truly love you they will respect any decision you make and wont go threatening to do something stupid other it.

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:iconeaglecatcher25:
bree no dieing you promised me. and i under stand your situation i have also realized that he may be better and i want you to give him a fare chance ok but i will always be her for you as family a friend or whatever you need me to be ^^ ok bree

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"In a world of universal deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act." -George Orwell
"The United States is a nation of laws: badly written and randomly enforced" - Frank Zappa
:iconearthman3:
Death is never the matter, things will get better in time

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that might cheer you up, or make you cry, depending on how you look at life... SO YOU BETTER LOOK AT LIFE GOOD, YOU PERSON YOU.....

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I refute it, thus!
:iconzoloismine:
even if i have absulutally no expirience in any of this stuff, i must say that i'll always be here to talk...maybe give hugz...if you force me too...and you have a great life anyway you look at it, thinking about having so many friends you have to plan out your summer accordinally [<=sp] so you can spend time with everyone [even if you don't want to]
also, as tim has stated you have promised a lot of people that you will refrain from hurting yourself! so please don't, and look on the brighter side of life.
i'm sorry i got you sick ^^;

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:iconbleach-hogger01:
Hey...

I'm here for you, alright? Give me a call sometime...I'm really worried. I do apologize I couldn't get to you earlier...I was out of range with the interwebs. TT^TT

I do hope you feel better...tell me about it all, and I'll help you in every which way I can, okay?

Love,
Aly


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:iconbunnyhater14:
you wana come up this weekend ok i miss and also need you! please btw note me your number or call me ok

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when facing reality only true ppl cane face it the scared only hide.. what are you? a hero to your self or a failiur to the world?
:iconbleach-hogger01:
...I'm gone this weekend, hun...besides, didn't I get banned? Just...here...218-464-7116. I trust people! Lol. XD

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:damphyr: Embrace Your Dreams :damphyr:
:iconsesshomaruuchiha:
death is never an anwser, and you still have people that love you. i'm always here for you stay strong and feel better sooner.:hug: and don't cut yourself it doesn't solve anything...

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